Sleep comes for me at very odd hours so it felt like mid day
even though it was minutes to midnight. The power finally got restored after
two days, so after doing my joyful leaps, I proceeded to turn off the generator
and switch on the power button on the air conditioner. I heard a cackle first
then almost immediately there was a visible glow. The air conditioner in the
living room was on fire and just below the air conditioner was our silky drapes. I was conflicted and didn’t know what to do because
the fire seemed to be spreading fast. I shouted for my husband to come to my aid,
he ran to the main power source to turn it off and that worked like magic. The smoke
filled the room but the fire was gone. We hugged ourselves knowing we just lived
through a miracle, things could have been worse if he wasn’t around. I couldn’t
even start to imagine all the ‘what ifs’ that went through my mind.
I was about typing an entirely different post before that
happened. That short period of time ministered to me. It could have been worse
but God was with us, I was very thankful for God’s grace. All the sadness that
engulfed my mind from the day before vanished and I was thrown into a pool of
gratefulness.
Yesterday, I heard a story about a woman who committed suicide after losing her five children to
ritualists. I also heard of another couple that lost a child they waited
sixteen years before having. The feeling I got from all those news was one of
gloom and of the world destroying itself. My heart was heavy and saddened. I could
not imagine the kind of hurt those people would have felt. Do you wonder how
hard it is to tell people in such situations that God has them in mind? I wondered what kind of prayers they would say
if they could say any at all. I dwelled on the unfairness of life.
We all have our share of life’s woes, some seem more unlucky
than others but one thing is constant. God sees and knows all. An aborted fire
outbreak can in no way be equated with the death of five kids but His eyes are
on us all. God is God, He is unquestionable and His ways are sometimes
difficult for us to understand but He never forsakes us. I wonder at Job’s state of mind when he had to
go through all that tribulation.
I remind myself of God’s word that say we won’t
be tested beyond what we can handle. He said he will always provide a way out.We understand the concept of grace atimes after going
through very terrible experiences just like Job and Daniel.
Trusting in God is a test of our faith. In the lowest of
times, it is hard to tell another of God’s supreme plan and love for man but He
really does love us . I pray for His grace to abide with us all.
My heart goes out to all those going through hard times, I pray
for intestinal fortitude for them to go through their trying times and for them
to discover God’s extraordinary grace.
And after
you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to
his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and
establish you.1Peter5:10
Have a beautiful month.
Nice write up. Thank God for HIS faithfulness. At the trial period it looks like this is unbearable but later u'l look back & say, it looked bad then but God really knows what HE was doing.
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I believe in God and I truly love HIM. Remzy